Thursday, May 11, 2006

I WANT TO VENT MY ANGER.

this is THE scenario. i was just putting my chem prac bks under the desk during e.maths lesson, cuz i think my table was very messy. and there she went scolding me. and it wasnt my fault that i didnt know tt we must bring the two cumulative frequenct worksheets, cuz i wasnt even in class when she told the class yest. SO i was just using my handbook to write down the solutions, and she scolded me, asking me to use foolscap. AND i followed her instructions and took out my foolscap book, and THEN she scolded me agn, asking me to choose one book. she said i'm restless and claimed that i alw talk, when all along i was listening to her. just because i didnt sit up straight and didnt sit demurely, she thinks i am restless. the worse thing is, she angered me when she indirectly saying i have bad attitude.

i am angry! i am being accused. just because she said that, she almost made me cry. AND have you ever heard this? person A was just being nice to tell her she wrote sth wrongly on the board, and then she scolded person A for not raising her hand and asked, when she did. and when person B did the same thing as what person A had done, she praised her? what rubbish. i am angry. now i cant have peace during e.maths. she'll pick on me! :( for now she'll regard me as her 'bad' student. biased.

i hate accusation. now i can finally understand the kind of feeling when you are being accused, when you're not doing sth that is wrong. yeah keyi you're right. WELL, i just need time to calm down.

now i shall just keep quiet during all lessons. you never know when this kind of thing will happen again. who knows next time you're asking a question and someone will accuse you for talking. :